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Sunday, September 28, 2008

-_-

I'm such a failure. Oh, yeah. Another depressed post.

Seriously, I'm not good at anything. And if you've been following me on Twitter, you would know that. (Btw, http://twitter.com/kavitha_padfoot if you care enough about me to look.) I'M SUCH A FAILURE AT LIFE. No joke. It's so stupid. I mean, if I was at least good at one thing, I wouldn't be complaining or anything. And btw, I'm not complaining. Seriously, I absolutely hate life. It's full of so many talented people who actually get somewhere in life. AND THERE'S EVEN NON-TALENTED PEOPLE WHO GET SOMEWHERE IN LIFE. 
So if I'm below non-talented, where am I supposed to go?
I really hate life. I wish I was good at SOMETHING. Anything. At least one thing.
Acedemically, I suck. I'm not smart at all. I struggle to keep my grades up. My parents hate me for that.
Athletically, I suck. There re people who get, like, four minute mile times in my school, and I get, like, ten minute mile times. And I'm not good at any sport, and last year during track the best I could clear was, like, four feet. 
Talent-wise, I suck. I'M. NOT. GOOD. AT. ANYTHING. I swear. There are things I enjoy doing, like writing or singing or playing my instruments or whatever. Maybe even the useless things like vlogging or podcasting or ANYTHING. Sure, those are fun, and I enjoy them. But am I any good? Will it get me anywhere in life? WHAT IS THE POINT OF EVEN TRYING?! 
This was a short depressed rant. I go on and on on Twitter. Follow me if you have it. Or don't if you don't want to hear my depressed-ness. I would assume you don't. I guess you hate me.
NEWS FLASH! I hate you, too.
<3
>_>
Thanks to anyone who cares enough to read about me.
I don't hate you.
As much as I hate others.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I've seen your Youtube account. You're good at making Harry Potter videos.

=]

Anonymous said...

o_o
I feel like that sometimes. When everything seems to be spiralling downward.

Saying 'it's not that bad' is pointless, because it doesn't help. =/ Just know that there are people out there who care, and would disagree with each and every thing in that post. And those people are the ones who will ensure that putting up with the crap life throws at you is worth it. There's not much I can say other than good luck with dealing with life. It can be a bitch sometimes, but once you get past that, it takes a turn for the better. Really.

PS: I'm a Harry Potter/MuggleCast fangirl as well...did you listen to episode 161? The last blooper made me laugh till I cried.:P