Why?

So, as you've seen by my last post, I'm in a bad mood.

SO maybe because of this whole roller coaster thing, I'd be in a good mood right now, right?

Wrong.

I still fail.

I hate life.

I hate everyone person alive and dead.

I hate the world.

And the world hates me.

Yaaay.

Yeah, so you're probably wondering why the title of this blog post is posted as so. It's because I'm asking "Why is the world so cruel? Why are people so terrible? Why me? Why are people always letting me down? Why, why, why!?"

God, life sucks.

The only good thing in my life right now is the fact that I'm reading Paper Towns by John Green. If you don't know what that is, you suck. If you do know what that is, HAHA I READ IT AND YOU DIDN'T!!

Anyway, back to the depression. All my life people have been letting me down. Seriously. Like, you know how parents say "Oh, public school is good for you. Yay for social interaction." Right? Well, I think I'd be the same no matter what. I absolutely detest people now, and have lost all faith in the human race. And it's not like I'm asking for too much, either. I don't expect too much out of people. I just expect something. I just... I can't depend on people. Whenever I even try, sooner or later, I always get let down. I absolutely hate it. Family, teachers... even friends who I thought had my back. 

But no.

I have nothing.

I have nobody.

I don't think that I'll ever depend on someone for anything again.

I hate people.

And if you're reading this, I hate you, too.

<3 

>_>