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So yeah. I kept up my promise. I'm updating this almost every day now. That makes me a happy camper. =]. So anyway, today is Friday. I won't usually post on Thursdays because 1) they're my least favorite day of the week, and 2) it's the day with the most work/the most things I need to do. Fuck Thursdays, I love Fridays. I don't have to do any homework today, and I have dance class later and I get to stay up and then SLEEP IN tomorrow morning. God, I love sleeping in. So anyways, not a lot has been happening I guess. I STILL haven't gotten Beedle the Bard. I wish I could get it today, but idk if I can because I have to go to dance class and then to a choir concert after. One of my friends is in it, and i love her. I'm eating rice right now. Lol. Random. Ily. CONTINUING! I'm looking forward to the concert if I can get it, and then for sure tomorrow I am getting that damned book! lol. JKR <3. So I know I've mentioned on here before that I'm leaving the Harry Potter fandom, but now I've announced it on facebook. If you're one of my facebook friends, you'll be able to see it in the notes that I've made. There are some comments on it, but I'm kind of just letting them go through one ear and out the other. But maybe Katie's comment is right, maybe I should just take a break from it all. But when I come back, people will treat me the same. Or at least, that's what I think. OMFG. It's Friday, I should go play pokemon. Lolol. I think I will after I post this. Omg, I should go see if Fresh Prince is on. I love that show. And I <3 Will Smith, he's my favorite actor everrrr. Lol. WS <3. So today I'm in a much better mood than I was lately. It could just be because of the crappy Thursday, but................. idk. I'm a happy child. So I've also started looking into what it takes to be a lawyer and stuff, and I'm telling you... it doesn't look fun =/... But... I'm not going to get anywhere with writing, because I totally suck at it. So I guess lawyer is the way to go. Maybe I'll get lucky and enjoy this kind of stuff. Eh. Doubt it. But I mean... I'm good at speaking and debating, right? Well, I might not be GOOD at it, but I'm helluva lot better at that than writing. I mean, even if you just read my blog posts you'll see how crappy I am. Like, I use adjectives like "crappy." WTF? And I pretty much write my stories how I talk. So I'm not going to be a writer anymore, I've dropped my dream of becoming like John Green or JKRowling. I guess I'll just have to... life with that. FMFL. Ah well. So how have you been doing? Leave a comment and tell me, I'd love to hear about YOUR day for once. Oh, btw, Blogger has this nifty little device on the right side of the page right over there that will allow you to follow my blog. I mean, all you need is a google account, and every time you log into blogger, you get updated if I've made a new post or not! I'd love to see how many people actually read my emo rants. Click follow if you do, that would make me so happy if anyone was actually interested in what I said. *Sigh* I'm about to be very honest right now. Ever since I've started being single again I've been really lonely. I mean, I'm not even lonely. I just feel like I am. I feel like I want a boyfriend or someone who will care about me, and not just some jerk face who tells me lies that he cares about me. I mean, I want someone real. But there's apparently no guy like that for me. Maybe I did have a perfect guy once, but his life was so bad that he committed suicide. Maybe. Maybe I should follow him and do the same. Is there really anyone out there for me? For some reason, I highly doubt that. Who the eff would like a girl like me? Maybe a moron. Yeah, that's it! Maybe my perfect guy is retarded. It could work... kinda. So I've been thinking a little too much about guys lately. It's starting to get bad. Why can't I just accept the fact that I'm single? FMFL. Oh well. I just hope I don't get really desperate and fall for one of the worst guys possible. That would be bad. Anyway, see you next rant. Thanks to everyone who cares enough to read this. Ily <3