Omfg.

So I said I'd be updating my blog more often, and so I shall keep my promise. I guess maybe I'm just here because I'm bored, but really... idk. So anyway, first thing's first. I'd like to thank my wonderful beautiful amazingly awesome coolio freakish too many adjectives friends for being so wonderful beautiful amazing awesome coolio freakish and too many more adjectives. You guys are fucking amazing and I love you. And no, I shall never be a homo dude. DARLING. Lol. Anyway. So I'm still in a sort of in a pissed off mood at practically the entire Harry Potter fandom. Or at least the people I have met through it. I really freaking hate all of them right now. Except maybe two individuals. But other than them, they all sort of piss me off. I'm not going to say any names in case anyone is reading this. But no one is reading this, so why should I give a shit? Leave a comment on this post if you're actually reading this. Or tell me, either one works. Thnx. Ily <3. SO. I'm still trying to be the very best that no one ever was. THAT'S RIGHT! I'm talking about pokemon. Pokemonpokemonpokemon. I love it so much, I have a henna tattoo on my hand of a pokeball. I chose the pokeball because it's the easiest to draw. I was thinking about doing pikachu, but then I was like "HELL NO! I can't draw for shit!" So yeah. Pokemon. Teehee. The next episode that I haven't watched/hasn't been aired in English yet is coming out December 6th. I can't wait! Even though the Sinnoh region totally sucks compared to Kanto and Johto. Sorry if you don't know what I'm talking about lol. So on my Crystal (I think I said this already...) I beat the Johto region and now I've beet Lt. Surge who is the third gym leader in Kanto. I'm so awesome! <3 Typhlosion. But the thing I'm looking forward to the most is catching new strong Kanto region pokemon. I'm sick of training all my pokemon to level up. Bleh. Like, I caught this lvl 16 Marril just so I could use surf (Because in general, I hate water pokemon) but then once I started going into Kanto, I caught a tentecruel that's lvl 30! So I totally used that instead of Marril. But then, once I made it to Vermillion city, I found this other tentecruel that was 37!! I didn't catch it though. That was dumb. So yeah, pokemon is becoming a really big part of my life again. I absolutely love it =]. OMFG! Beedle the Bard is coming out tomorrow! I'm so excited, I really want to buy it! But if I buy it on Amazon, it's not going to come in tomorrow, and I really want it! But then again, what kind of Harry Potter fan doesn't want to buy it? CRAZY ONES! Lol. I love Harry Potter with all my heart (well, the part of my heart that doesn't love other things like John Green, Pokemon and my IRL friends) but the people I've met through the fandom (except those two people) are all fucking idiots. Yay! Well... maybe a little more than two people. I guess. Maybe. But definitely a majority.... Fuck them, I've got real friends whom I can see in front of my face whenever I want. I'm so glad. But I really just feel like killing myself at the moment. I totally have officially given up on being a writer now. I mean, no one really cares. I suck at writing anyway. I mean, I'm really bad. There are so much more better people than me. Oh well. FMFL. But I'm really only in a bad mood because I don't know if I should leave the HP-Fandom or not. I really don't know. I really don't. But... so far I'm sticking with yes I'm leaving it. And if those fuckers want me back, they can kiss my ass. But if I quit weekofwicked and shut down my twitter, I don't think they'd have any ways of contacting me. Thank God! And I don't want certain people whom I hate to call this a plea for attention. I don't want them to say "Oh, she's just trying to create more drama and that's why she's doing this. She wants people to pay attention to her." Fuck them. You know what? This isn't a plea for attention or anything like that. It's really not. I want to leave this fucking world that we call "the fandom" because I don't feel like I belong in that crowd. This is not a gimmick for attention, just so people know. And posting on this blog isn't, either, because I need a way to release all this fucking stuff inside of me so I don't explode or something. And I have no one to release it to, so I release it on this blog and then it just... goes. It's like if cellular respiration just took place in one step, all the energy would go to waste by being release as heat into the atmosphere. I guess that's a good thing for me, though. I'm letting it all out at once into the atmosphere, and no one can judge me on it. Unless they care enough to see how I'm doing. FMFL. Maybe I should just kill myself. It's so tempting, but I won't because of my friends. Wait, was I just talking about cellular respiration? *Sigh.* I've been studying too much for Bio. Fucking finals are coming up. I'm totally going to fail. I'm such an idiot. Ah well. Maybe I can be a good lawyer? Maybe. I don't think so. I think I'll go live in a box. Because I know I'm not being a writer. I think that pretty much ends this. I might post later today or maybe tomorrow if something interesting is happening. LIKE BEEDLE COMING OUT OMG SO EXCITED! Thanks to anyone who cares enough to this. Ily <3.